so the process of what you call as spiritual is not psychological process .your memory has nothing to do with it .its a life process ; its an existential process . this can only happen if you love your self to be just a piece of life that you are.to do this we do many things here and ,you know , you might have seen people in the ashram walking around with those orange tags .if you have seen the silence tags people are wearing just shutt up. because ,shutting your mouth is only half the job ; to become silent is possible only when you do not think much of yourself .if you think something about yourself ,if you think 'i am smart 'how can you shutup ?you tell me if you think " i am shutup "how can you shutup?if you realize that you are actually stupid ,you dont know anything in this existence then isnt it ?
then you can simply look at life with great sense of wonder, without a thought appearing in your mind .if you think you are smart about everything ,you got explanations and calculations and nonsense going on in your head .if you see one thing ,a thousand thoughts will go off ,isnt it?you are not sitting here in this satsang totally slient ;you agreeing with me ,disagree with me making comments within your self, making comments about the clothes that somebody is wearing next to you ,appreciating it,depreciating it ,everything is happening.am i wrong ?because the moment you think there is some value to what you think then you cant stop it;no way to stop it.
it ll just go on and on and on.
when you see there is absolutely no life value to your thought process;it is just memory recycling itself,it is just the same old nonsense recycling itself but if you are excited,if you are enamored by this recycle,if think its great you cannot stop it.if you see the parrterns what it is.if you see the stupidity of what it is ,then slowly you will distance your self and it ill collapse because without attention it cannot go on.
